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Friends...
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Old Home
Blood Brother site
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back 2 the memories
Wish List...
Never being alone..
Being held by the one i love..
Never cry again..
Become center of attention.
Getting the perfect dress.
Never getting the pain that always remains the same..
To have someone actually make my dreams come true....
Never being Alone...
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damnit
You are...definitely not over him.
Are you over your ex? Your answer with anime pics!
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03:48 p.m.Thursday, February 26, 2004
There Has To Be More
There has to be more to life then broken hearts and failure.there just has to be.this month has just been one of those kind of months.cant take the pain.cant take the smirks.cant take the laughter behind my back.lately i cant take anything.but i hold it in.all of it in.and wait for the time that i can just blow up.this blow up time only comes once a month.and it hasnt came yet.when this happens i go into my room and sit their and cry infront of my mirror and look at my face when tears are all down my cheek.and sit their and think how much better life would be if only i were perfect.but i know truely now that i can never be perfect not even my friends.which seem at times that they never have any trials going on.but no matter how happy or sad i may be, i will always fake a smile.just so people dont make suggestions behind my back about me.
further more i know that all the people who read this,that dont know me, may think i will do suicide.but you know what,i have my good days and bad days.i dont even know if it would be worth it once it would be over you know?
all i know is that if god has put me on the earth the time he did i know their must of been a reason.i just havent found it yet...03:19 p.m.Thursday, February 26, 2004
the clock ticking
the clock keeps going..but it almost seems like its going fast forward..tick tick tick..pretty soon it will be tomorrow.time is slipping away.not only from me but from everyone.i can never go back today.not even yesturday.days go by.and never come back.all i have to look forward is to the future, and death.we only live once.and why is it that people are so protected?i have been able to let my sheild down lately.but only when i needed to.i dont care anymore, when i get in trouble.its like time and days and everything is leaving me.im left behind in the weird cray world.and all i have left is me,this computer,and some of my friends.even some of my friends are changing.like right in front of my eyes.i dont like it.but neither does she.cant take the pain thats going through my mind.cant take life thats going through my heart.cant take emotions that are going through my hands.all i can take is my friends pation and love for each other.these are the last 3 days until this tri.is over,and i want to make it the best last 3 days.but until then i dont think i can wait.i just want to leave the schools campus and go home and hang out with my girls.you know?like where all you want to do is go somewhere and act however you want to and not get in trouble or kicked out.and your house is it?i just cant wait.everyone cant wait.even though finals are a pain in the ass we all just want to go home!but well i guess its only fair that we all take it.but the good thing about taking it now is that it will be over with because yes, the clock is ticking..tick,tick tick...06:22 p.m.Wednesday, February 25, 2004
 06:17 p.m.Wednesday, February 25, 2004
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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06:11 p.m.Wednesday, February 25, 2004
For Britt
this is for britt since she thinks im going to be a famous poet
You are the greatest thing that has come in my life.I feel like im on cloud 9 and i cant get off.im walking on sunshine each and every day.i love spending every moment with you.even though we joke around with each other and get on each others nerves i know that we are best friends becuase we forgive each other.thats the biggest part in a friendship.trust,forgiveness,and love.we have all those!but im going to miss you once your gone to a different high school.even though your just a little bit away from my house.nothing can change how much we had fun together.we arent just friends we are best friends but not just best we are sisters but not just sisters we are the best sisters ever!....(this isnt that good because it has no pain involved...thats my best work with pain.lol!)love you britt, your the best!03:54 p.m.Wednesday, February 25, 2004
I dont know whats wrong with me...
today i was really upset about something.and when i got offline i started throwing up.nasty i know.i dont know whats wrong..i was like shaking and my eyes blood shot and my eyes watering...i think im getting really sick or like depressed.lately i havent been studing but then again i never do and but i havent been doing my homework.somethings wrong with me.....roarrrrrrrrrrr.i dont like this shyt.lifes gettin hard and lately theres like no point on living.and i know all my girls feel that way too.but well im going to go.see what boys do to me :(08:48 p.m.Monday, February 23, 2004
who do i like!!???
im so lost and confused...i dont know who i like.well actually im really starting to like this one guy not saying ANY names because i always get screwed when i tell people.roarrrr i hate boys...always messing with my mind n shyt.cody came into my room last night when i was laying in my bed listening to music and hes all "abby dont you ever hurt someone as bad as manda hurt me.k?please promise me?"i cant see him like this!!it hurts me.last night when we were all eating...like outa no where hes all "amandas a slutty hoe" my moms like ok???lol..but anyways last night we were all watching tv and my brother got all the letters manda wrote him and everything she ever given him and is going to give it to her today.and i guess he made her get all his stuff too.cody really wants to find Kenan(the guy who fucked amanda)i guess codys going to school today and is going to take a girl for ice cream because my dad told him to.just to get over manda..lol.man my daddys a pimp!lol.okay well i gotta element project due and finals this week.shyt im screwed!!!bye ya'll!04:15 p.m.Monday, February 23, 2004
Personal stuff...
okay well i forgot to add some stuff that happened on friday...amanda has been cheating on cody.wow.when she told me i just wanted to slap her.i couldnt believe her.they loved each other.my brother was planning on marrying her.but then his best friend had to tell him he knew what was going on.i did not like seeing my brother like the way he was on friday.ive been trying to talk to him but he just kinda brushes me off.but i know he needs to speak up.but today when me n him were watching tv.i gave him a pic that i took on saturday and he put it in his wallet.but their was a lil sticker pic of him n manda kissing. he took it off and looked at it and tears were comming down.fuck..it wasnt cool seeing my bro. like that.i look up to him alot and seeing him hurting that bad.wow.that killed me.i sat up and hugged him as tears were commming down my cheek.i was rubbing his back and telling him everythings okay she didnt desrve you.but wow.it was like i swallowed a orange and couldnt force it down.he was crying.i let go of him and he just told me eerything.how much he loved her.but at the same exact time he would always love her.he was telling me how his whole life was just crashing down.their was no point on living.i couldnt let him talk that way. i hugged him and told him i loved him and that all the times he told me to just forget about that loser that i did.just because i trusted him.it was really touching.we were both crying then.our eyes totally blood shot.i hate seeing him hurt like this.she didnt deserve him.he deserves someone way better.i never realized how much i cared for my brother.she didnt just hurt him.she hurt the whole damn family.i love you codeman.03:29 p.m.Sunday, February 22, 2004
cruisin' in the limo
well today was pretty awesome..me n britt got pix together...really sexy.and then me n her went to angels limo party.that was awesomeeee.we went cruising and like went to mcdonalds and then we went downtown it was soooooo funnnnn.and then i got home and was throwing up everywhere.sick...nasty...yuck..but anyways im online so holla .lol11:26 p.m.Saturday, February 21, 2004
another day of being lazy...
ok well its sunday...went to church,but i was late..atleast i was fashionly late.lol.but then i got home and dyed my hair..blond!woohoo.but it looks the same to me n brittany.so im going to re-do it in March because i have that whole month off.that means we have finals next week.wow this is going to suck.and well i didnt do anything really.tomorrow im either going to the mall with britt or going to the snow with alyssa.i dont know!roar..ok well i gotta go get my moms watch i hope i didnt lose it...09:18 p.m.Sunday, February 15, 2004
spending this time alone.
well tonight im spending it alone.parents are out..brothers are with ther girlfriends.and well jeremys not home.wow.i make a great date for myself. i think i will start on my homework...since we have a bunch this weekend.ok well take it easy08:41 p.m.Saturday, February 14, 2004
As If Dreamland...
i felt like i was in a dream when im with you.no one could of pulled me out.i fell hard for you.probably its terribly insane to think i fell that hard.i didnt even need to hear your voice or see you.i just needed to know i was yours.but then i awaken.it wasnt a dream anymore it was a nightmare.i hated every second of reality then.its hard to get through from a break up.i guess i just take it harder then others.i dont know if thats good or bad but whatever it is i dont like to have a broken heart.the worst is patching it back together on valentines day.everywhere we went today there were boys buying there sweeties a big bear or roses.and the other places..girls were buying candy and all that sweet stuff.I thought this was the "month of love" but nope.not this year for me.the dance sucked more then a girl can suck dick.then today it sucked more because i wasnt with the one i have the biggest crush on.i just want him really bad.but no,no one seems to know how much i took this break-up personal.i guess it was my fault..actually it was my fault.so i shouldnt feel sorry for myself huh?well that doesnt seem to work for me.i just have to sit in my room and think...look at my pictures with me and my friends and my past boyfriends and sit there and cry..cry.cry.cry.i think im a pro now.i have cried so much.while hes probably out there with his buddies.but i can get over him.i know i can.i know i am the weakest.that makes me mad.actually angry.i cant change myself.even though i have so many things wrong with me.i just want to start over.last night when i was with britt we played basketball with phil n jeremy at like 9pm.i was sitting down though...and i watched phil n jeremy.i dont know why but i couldnt stop. i watched there every move.but as i was sitting phil came behind me and started to rub my shoulders.i know i just let him.but i felt so discussded with myself because i dont stop anyone anymore.we didnt do anything.but i was scared as he was touching me.but then he stopped.i feel so used at times.i still think why i hang out with the boys i do when i get home.i wasnt grown up bad.my parents treated me like a little princess.they still do.but right when i get with my friends and boys..im somone new.but when im with my family,or in the house.they have no idea what im like.i know i should feel bad and repent and all that.but i dont.thats not me.i think i decided what i wanted to be like in 6th grade.right then.that was when i changed.i kissed boys,cussed,talked dirty,and all the stuff teens hide from there parents.i have two sides of me.im tired of putting up an act.i dont deserve this.no one does.i just want to be me.but i dont know myself anymore.im just kinda a little bit of my friends.you know?like my personality..its bits in pieces of my friends personalities. why?i dont want to be them...i want to be me.my grades have been slipping lately ...thats not me.i use to get straight a's.i know for a fact im capable of all the things we're learning at this point of time.monday we have off.im going to dye my hair blond.i know scary..but ive been waiting for this for a long time. im changing my appearance first.then my personality.im starting with my hair then going to my face then my clothes and my weight.then my personality..which is going to be tough.but if i lasted this far of my life i know can take anything.i feel like its dreamland..and i cant wake up.sliping through reality is what this is.08:16 p.m.Saturday, February 14, 2004
unknown
have you ever thought about doing the unthinkable but still being capable???07:26 p.m.Monday, February 9, 2004
Another Heart Broken...
well another heart broken but this time its mine again...roar!i hate this...he broke up with me last night but online!how gay is that.now i have no one to go the dance with no one to go to the movies with and no one to say im taken.omg i dont like this...i like him so much.it was only one week too.WE DIDNT EVEN MAKE OUT!now that sucks...oh well.i called jeremy last night and i was suppose to go to his house and well..you know.haha.but i was too busy.in a way me and him have each other.were like friends with benefits.i love the fact that hes older too!britt called me a slut..oh well.lol!she gave me props so it was cool.he ALWAYS flirts with me.and whenever i go over i always know im leaving with a make-out minutee.haha.ok well anyways today i wore my skirt with me allstar shirt with my punk jacket...very kute combo.me,britt,and ash we all went to the library and these guys were looking at porn it was So0o0o0o0 funny.we were like crying!and then we went to the mall.i bought a thong(very sexy)a shirt and a short skirt.im going to look very cute on friday for the dance.okay well im going to go study because our grades are comming out tomorrow.im so screwed.bye!07:14 p.m.Monday, February 9, 2004
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11:30 p.m.Saturday, February 7, 2004
Sorry I Went All Scientific On You.
well friday was cool i guess.i went home with my friend Brittany.i didnt even know i was until lunch.lol.but anyways me n ash went with her.we all hung out till her party and i told this little seventh grader off.that was fun.then i yelled at some little kids.then got in trouble.then i got call "mature"for the first time in history from my mom n dad.that was like a moment for me and ashlee.lol.but then me n ash got online when we got home and then went to bed around 1ish.and we woke up at 11am from the gay phone ringing.it was a call for me to babysit.so i did.but me n ash sat around until 4 because i had to go babysit.it went 4:30-8pm.man that seemed like 20 hours.they worn me out.they were like CRAZY..all hyper n shyt.i was about to slip some drugs in there sodas.geez 4yr olds and 6yr olds are so loud.i dont think ill be able to take it when i have kids.gees.okay well my hands hurt and my eyes are like closing.so im gonna take a shower and try to call some people to figure out what were doing for tomorrow and monday.bye yall!!!10:05 p.m.Saturday, February 7, 2004
Take A Couple Steps Back...
okay well sorry i didnt tell what went on yesturday...but anyways.ummm
Wednesday-i got home from school and i waited till my mom got home and i did most of my homework and then my dad dropped me off at church and then my youth group and i all went to Stocken to go ice skating.so it was me,Emily,Allison,and her friend Mallory in one car and then we had like 30 other ppl in the other cars.but anyways it was like an hour to get there and we just ice skated for like 3 hours.it was so0o0o0 fun eacept the part about falling 7 times and then my ankles getting hella cut up.then when we were leaving we switched cars with Alyssa and Lorane.so me n emily were in a car with 6 boys for 1 hour.lmao it was so0o0o0o0 fun!they were really making fun of me...that was the bad part.i had to sit next to emily n Craig and in the back was Kevin,Kyle(not my kyle)and Jarred.and then in the front was Jeff and Jeffrey.it was really fun though.and then i finally got home at like 10.and i talked to Kyle for a while but he was too tired cuz he just got back from a basketball game and baseball practice.which by the way in bball he shot 12 points.but then i finally went to bed at 12am ....
Today(thursday):today was really boring.i woke up late i fell asleep in two classes.i failed history test.but anyways nothing happened really today.same shyt.we ran the mile today well actually most of us walked it.but lol.i got 13:15!!!and im the hockey pro!!im also the captain and kynlee is the co-captain.but i take charge!lol!well friday the 13th is the valentines dance but Kyle doesnt know if he'll have baseball.you know i really like having an athletic boyfriend and having my own space..but lately all ive been wanting to do is just be with him at least for one hour..no friends there..no people..no sports..just me n him.but i just have to respect the things he does.because i came into his life later..but oh well.we FINALLY kissed today!i thought id have to jump on him or something.but he kissed me!:-D it was so cute.i think hes perfect for me!but i need to go because i dont want this smile to go away!bye!!!!!!!!03:40 p.m.Thursday, February 5, 2004
basketball GaMe!
okay well today was the basketball game. And Kyle was playing!!!he did good.im proud!lol.his ex-gf was there that made me feel really like nervous or something.err he made me really mad though because he was talking to Kaycee in 7th grade.oh well i dont care..well i gotta go im expecting calls!bye06:13 p.m.Tuesday, February 3, 2004
Today is Awesome!!!
omg omgomogmogmgomgomgg!!!!! this day couldnt be better!!!i broke up with Jake 2nd period what sucks i must agree..BUT!!!!! Kyle asked me out!!!im so0o0o0o0o0 happy.i like him alot!! and i know me and him can be together for a long time!even though it sucks that me and him are on two different tracks...but who cares!!its ABBY + KYLE now!this day couldnt be better!!but what sucked was that he asked me out online..that is so gay..but he said he was going to ask me out again tomorrow at school! isnt that sweet!when i get to school im going to be bragging like allllll day!lol.im in the best mood ever.PLEASEEEEE dont spoil this for me people...jake is really being a jerk to me but i think i may deserve it.but he wont bring me down. hes too like..obsessed with girls..usually the girls are suppose to be the obsessed ones.but whatever floats his boat..or sinks!lol.ok im like really in a SPIFFY mood so i gotta go!later days yall!06:09 p.m.Monday, February 2, 2004
roAr
roarr i just put a LONGGGGG entry but it didnt save!!!im mad...okay well ill just tell you tonight what happened last night06:31 p.m.Saturday, January 31, 2004
sChOoL....
omg school so sucks right now.seriously...i have been working on my speech allllll day...ok no i lied.lol.just ALLL night.ok well anyways me and jake broke up thursday i think..:( i know but it seemed like the best thing to do at the time. but friday danielle,brittany,and ashlee all stayed the night and danielle and ashlee went to a bball game so me n britt walked to mcdonalds and got those hecka good 1$ mcchickens.lol.then danielle n ash met us there.we ate and talked and acted like losers.but see that day it was foggy ALLLL DAY!it was awesome. we walked home in the dark but then we all had to go to the bathroom by time we got to the park so we went in the field because no one was there and then we ran around for a while and we went to jeremys.jeremy came out with us and me n him talked for like....1 to 3 hours i dont know while the other girls talked to there bfs.then he had to go because we had to get inside but then we made out...:/ lol ok he doesnt know how to kiss good.he doesnt open it wide enough.omg it was funny though.then we all went to my house and we got ready it was like 8:30 or something and then Phil n jeremy called again and they said to look out the window in five minutes but we decided to go outside and play bball but as we were walking out of my house door there was a BRIGHT light on us.omg we all turned around and just stopped we looked like deer who were just in the middle of the rode.omg it scared me sooo much.but then then we realized it was phil n jeremy.then we went to the bball courts and we just hung out n played bball and then we started like harrassing each other lol..then jeremy tried to pants me like 500000 times. but he never did because lucky me i tied my pj's. but then we all went home but the girls went to my house..then phil called me and we hung up at like.......12:30am lol he is sooo funny.but anyways today which is saturday ...britt left at 2Am cuz she wasnt feeling good then danielle and ashlee left at like 9 because they had to go to danielles bf's lil cousins bday party at 11 so then i was stuck by myself.but then i like woke up n then went back to bed then did that for like another 5 hours till 1.then i finally got up and took a shower but on some fresh socks...my new ones from my bday (toe socks from danielle )then i helped my brother cody clean his car because he has is senor winter formal. he looked to spiffy in his tux.he got amanda this really pretty cursage. or however you spell that.and then well my parents MADE ME start my speech. but they manly did it.lol..but anyways i learned alot from my topic.its a persuasive speech so it was called "Why We Shouldnt Go To Mars" its really spiffy. but anyways its like 4 minutes long and its 800 words so like 4 pages or something. i think ill get like a B- or something close to that. but lemme tell you about this speech....its was really due friday.lmfao but she notieced no one really had it done so shes letting everyone turn it in on monday..so i always wait for the last second to do things.roar im mad at myself but im glad i got it off my chest. but well i still have to memorise that and i have to babysit tomorrow at 1-3.omg those kids i wanna kill..jp.there so annoying though but i guess i just have to remember i was like 546846864 times worst.but well my AIM warning thing is up to 40% because ankeedo has a attitude problem and freakin noel thought it would be funny to make it another 10% more.i got my grades...
math:B-
science:B
social studies:C
PE:C+
advanced language arts:B-
but yup...schools getting tougher..i have to go now so adios everyone.take care and call my cell if ya got to talk to me. 613-4850!!!!09:42 p.m.Saturday, January 24, 2004
hurtful shyt
i dont know...i guess i didnt really know from the start...but i began to like him alot.i mean the main reason why i broke up with jake was that i didnt want to get too attached and we were wayyyyyy better off being friends.we didnt really tlak at school....but i dont know what to do...he doesnt really seem like hes mad but i know hes really hurting...i have to go work on my speech 05:54 p.m.Thursday, January 22, 2004
Got my nails done
okay well i just got back from jeremys.well first of all he called me at 8 AM!and yeah i ACTUALLY got up...haha and then me n britt hung out with jeremy and Phil and we just kinda....ummmm?i dont know nothing.lol.we watched the wash.kinda perverted but it gave us something to do.and then i remembered i had to get my nails done and then that took like an hour or something close to that.then me n britt went back to jeremys and jeremy was fuckin around with me with his freakin lighter...roar i hate that thing....the memories.and then me n britt left and now im here typing all this for all the people who dont have lives so they read mine and act like they know me...okay but i gotta go play some bball with britt,phil,and jeremy...i tried millions of times to get ahold of my boyfriend jake..i think were in a fight but what do i know?okay well ill type back soon..bye yall!02:19 p.m.Monday, January 19, 2004
Glory Of BabySitting...
well i just got done babysitting two little boys and there little friend that was a pain...i did it for like two hours so now every freakin sunday and maybe saturday i will be babysitting them...but the glory of it is that i get money...i cant get a job so might as well do this for now...its pretty fun though..because now i dont have to ask my parents for money and work around the house to earn some money..because i already have like, 50$ from my bday and 12$ from babysitting today.and now i can save my lunch money and have like, ummmm i dont know im bad with math...Jeremys suppose to call me like in 15mins and then were probably going to hang out tomorrow or tonight.well gotta go the phones ringing..P3@C304:25 p.m.Sunday, January 18, 2004
Dinner
well it got better for me...we went to Tony Romas and ate ALOT!lol my brothers were all suckin up to me...but anyways the wait was one hour so we went to Laser Quest and that was hecka fun!lol...i lost but who cares?then we finally got a spot there and my parents told the guy who worked there and he kept making fun of me.but it was funny and then once we were done he got all the waitresses there and they sang to me and got me ice cream..then he was all to me "are you embarrased?" im all "no but thanx for the singing" and then he pointed at me and was all"just to let everyone here know is that its this girls birthday so tell her happy bday!!" it was soooooooooo embarrassing...my face was on fire.lol...ok and then we left and now im back on the internet...im a loserrr i dont care though next week is courtneys bday and she'll have to worry about her bday...im just glad this is finally over.09:30 p.m.Saturday, January 17, 2004
Just Sitting Around
okay...well my mom and dad got back from shopping and now there at the movies...my mom got this picture frame and shes all here Abby this is for you....i didnt really care...all i want is to be treated like "the birthday girl" i know from the past couple of days ive been whinning and going on and on how much life sucks but ....life couldnt suck as bad as mine is....seriously.ive been laying on the couch watching tv and then i go online and then i get off and lay and watch tv...thats the most ive done.this is sad!i know i shouldnt feel sorry for myself and i dont expect anyone else to feel sorry for me but omg its my birthday finally and im blowing it off with sleeping?i need to get in trouble or go somewhere i need to do atleast something!!!!!!!!!!03:49 p.m.Saturday, January 17, 2004
Whats wronge with me?
........
why....?.....this is like one of my worsts..everyone left.Cody is being mean to me this whole week,logan went to work,nick is at college,and adam is gone somewhere.and my parents....yeah they left too.wow.this was suppose to be awesome.what happened?amanda didnt take us cruising and cody never said happy birthday.the other night ive just been lazy i guess you can say.i hate this me...its so boring and unkind and lazy.this is my birthday?blast right?no...i just want to go to a friends house right now and leave a note saying i ran away..i want to see there faces the second they notice im gone..thats if they do notice..i mean i know i can be the biggest brat sometimes but damn..its my birthday and i didnt get to throw the kinda party i wanted..thursday night jeremy called me and i just poured out all my thoughts my opinions and everything ive been going through these last couple of days..he really acted like he cared..like he wanted to be there for me right then and there.why the hell is it like this?he told me to get some rest and that he'll see me tomorrow and that i need to sleep on it and to call him if i cant sleep.but i slept...and nothing good happened...and nothing bad happened...
i know that anyone who reads this wont understand my emotions or anything that goes on in my head.one day im walking on sunshine the next im walking on hell..whats wronge with me?01:54 p.m.Saturday, January 17, 2004
Yesturday!
well yesturday was freakin awesome!we hung out and talked about stuff and then we went to the movies and we almost got in trouble!haha it was soo funny and then like all these guys were staring at us so we were like ....okay?but then we got home ate my fancy cake and opened presents...jake said hes going to call me today...so just waiting for that...jeremy never did call me but k..well today is my real birthday im spenting it with family.yesturday was with my girlies...bye !08:03 a.m.Saturday, January 17, 2004
Why?Why not later?my bdays in 2 days...why now?
you know when everythings going great and then you just feel like...fuck, my grades suck,i dont have that great of friends,i hate my teachers,and you just want to go in your room and cry for ever just because you feel like you have no need to be on this fuckin universe?thats how i feel...you know they dont understand you and talk shit behind your back when they dont even know what the fuck there talking about.some day i just want to go to a new city a new state and be a whole new person...just so they think im someone i wish i could be?08:00 p.m.Thursday, January 15, 2004
Another Night Stayin' Up...
well just waiting for Cody to come home so we can go TPing.just me and him..BORING!!!oh well we never hang out so its all good..well only six more days till my birthday!wooohoooo!!!my mom doesnt know about my party yet.shes thinking about it though.Me and Jake are still together.Today Amanda took me n britt,ashlee out tonigh it was awesome.we crused down a couple of streets and we were singing Emenim the song that was all"you can suck my dick if you dont like my shit cuz i was high when i wrote this so suck my dick!!"it was hella funny. all these guys were driving by us and waving and there all thinking uhhh that want us to suck there dicks!lmfao it was great when ever im with them its a never ending party!lol but amandas taking us out next week for my bday!i love her man shes soooo awesome well i gotta go bye yalll!!!!01:12 a.m.Sunday, January 11, 2004
Here I Come
well my daddys getting the reservations for the beach!omg its going to be awesome.Brittanys comming and damn were gonna be having fun.but im going to miss Jake alot.my mom and dad are like arguing alot today.its my dads birthday today and now hes like being so mean.he has some attitude.but anyways...i cant wait till my birthday.its comming up on the 17th!!!im going to throw one hella of a party!my house is going to get trashed but oh well..lol!!so0o0oo anyways im waiting for brittany to come over today..but shes taken her little cousin to the movies well im going to download new rings for my cellphone...byeee
01:38 p.m.Friday, January 2, 2004
New YeArS!
happy new years everyone!me n britt spent it together played some darts and watched Renee on the Assyrian Vision channel..it was great.me and jake are still together!but well i gotta go...P3@C305:11 p.m.Thursday, January 1, 2004
Another Day of the Insane Insanity...
me and Jake are going out.I'm really glad too.i mean i think hes just the guy i need right now.ive been talking with him on the phone alot which is awesome and he texts me too.im really glad.well im going to go help him with a webpage of his own...ill type back soon. :)01:57 p.m.Tuesday, December 30, 2003
Sorry Mr Savage..
Well its true.Mr Savage died.this sucks,i really dont want another teacher.me and danielle are talking about going to his funeral.i feel really bad because me and danielle gave him a really hard time.tomorrow im going to danielles house and were going to her boyfriend(Kody) cousins house.i dont know what were doing i think were just going to hang out.fun.lol.well anyways x-mas was great .i really do like Jake.He text messaged me today.that was awesome.lol.im grounded from the phone because the other night ashlee n brittany stayed the night we prank called like crazyyyyyyyyy!haha it was great.i mostly talked.and then my dad came home and he got so mad.it was hilarious.but anyways ive been talking with my cousin and were going to EFY in the summer it will be awesome.well i think i may go to bed soon.im kinda tired.rest in peace savage..06:10 p.m.Sunday, December 28, 2003
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01:14 p.m.Thursday, December 25, 2003
merry christmas?
well i got everything i wanted.just like every other year.lol.well i like jake.ive been thinking about him for a while.i dont know whats up with me but ive been pretty happy lately.maybe because everythings going my way.i got my three CD's ive been wanting.my brothers trying to pull off this thing where hes all nice to me so i get him things.man im so sad,i go for anything.i think my lifes finally going back to place.im starting to be good i think?but im still going to be getting in trouble around the house.well thats a promise.i got the cell phone bill up to 100$.wow did i get a talk about that.shyt it went on forever.haha oh well my mom loves me now that i got the expensive watch for her.and now my brother is like being hella nice to me since i got him this painting thats like 70$.i just have the spirit this season.people love me!lol.well im gonna go help my daddy out.bye yall!and merry christmas!!12:58 p.m.Thursday, December 25, 2003
Amandas house it is...
well im going to amandas house tomorrow morning to make cookies.maybe go shopping.or get nails done.sweetness.shes cool she understands me i think more then i understand myself.well im gonna go now seriously.bye10:23 p.m.Tuesday, December 23, 2003
party...
oh i forgot to tell everyone about my party the other weekend.it was pretty sweet.everyone came that i expected to like 40-30 people i think.my house got trashed..gum on carpets and soda cans everywhere.Jeremy stayed and helped clean.candace and britt stayed the night.candace stole my shirt,she wont give it back...that ....nevermind lets not go there.masis and candace broke up...jeffrey isnt goin out with kynlee yet.and well keedo still hasnt asked britt out.life pretty much sucks for all those people.life does suck.oh well i dont care christmas is comming.10:19 p.m.Tuesday, December 23, 2003
back...but not for long....
okay im back.school sucks.i got a C in math and a D in history and i dont even care what else i got..well for Xmas im getting pretty much everything i want...shoes,jacket,money,skirt,shirts,CDs,and all this other stuff.My brothers girlfriends got me some pretty cool stuff.Sarah got me a snowboarding beanie.Kristie got me a picture book and i dont know what Amandas getting me but i hope its what ive been telling her about.but i dont care as long as its from the heart.I feel pretty rotten tonight.listening to my new CD britt got me today.its pretty awesome.i got to see ashlees baby.pretty cute.i dropped off all my friends presents.they loved it.i dont know.today i was all hyper helping my family.and now im like.calm,dont care,laid back.i dont know whats up with me.ive been panicking about alot of stuff.today i was emptying out my room because i got a whole bunch of stuff ive been hidding.so i threw it all away so i dont have to worry about it.justin is like,not my type right now.i like jake.hes an awesome guy.ive kinda liked him since i fell ontop of him in PE.aw the memories.haha.well i got to go people are IMing me like krazy.10:08 p.m.Tuesday, December 23, 2003
Another Party...
Well my parents are in Las Vegas right now going to a wedding.So, of course they make me stay at a friends house.But it's all for the better,because last night once me,danielle,and brittany got done going to the movies we decided to go around and honk at boys and stop by my house and see if there really was something going on.Well that was a bad idea...It was only like 9pm and already there getting drunk and throwing up.I was so mad.Logan ran back into the kitchen thinking i wouldnt see he was carring beer.Amanda was all trying to act all nice and lie to my friends saying "no never, we're not having a party,we just want to find one." whatever Amanda.I know you dont think im that stupid.so then i run back out acting like i grabbed something and then i tried to play it off like i wasnt going to cry, but the second we started driving i blew up.i couldnt take it.I have SO much black-male over my brothers.This time im telling.If i tell it's going to end up kicking them out of this house.This is bad too because im already in a fight with Nick because hes back with drama girl Sara.And now Cody and Logan are going to kill me once i tell mom.Im screwed but im tired of these parties i seriously feel like i dont deserve shit like this.But then again nobody does.This isnt even bad..but still im sissy when it comes to things like this. but anyways im on a cheerleading team and its competition squad.its alot of fun,I'm a flyer too that means im one of the people who goes in the air..yeah kinda scary.but anyways im going to a parade because Danielles aunt said they need people.SO its me and brittany with danielle and i guess danielles aunt wants us to wear little reindeer antlers.lol!well anyways i gotta get my hair all sexy lookin.P3@C3!02:03 p.m.Saturday, December 6, 2003
Dead..Died..Whats The Difference?
Spiffy died.Pretty sad.He didn't last too long.But it's okay because Nate's getting me a fishy.I think I'm going to have a whole bunch of fish.And don't worry because that's Jakes next mission.He has to find out a way to keep ALL my fish to live.Well i gotta go yall later days.07:30 p.m.Saturday, November 29, 2003
At The BriTtSteRs...
Okay well I'm at Brittanys..Last night we went to the mall and got her dress.She looks soOOo0o0o bootiful!And then we went to go get our shoes.I got some sexy little black ones and she got these black and clear ones.VeRy kute!My moms making appointments today for me to get my hair done,my nails done,and a make over.All right before the dance.
I cant wait till the Winter Formal!Its something I can look forward to.I hate school.We have it on Monday and that means I won't be able to be on the computer 24/7 it means homework. :( But I promised my mom that I would get straight A's or A's and B's..And then I got the lectur from my four brothers about"If you screw up,you'll end up not succeeding"I'm like okay maybe I want to be poor.lol ok no i don't..I don't think anybody does really.Oh well anyways,Codys all like "Don't you want to be rich and have that house in Del Rio?" I'm like heck ya!!lol and man i got so0o0o many talks from them.But It's good to know my brothers care right?Well anyways my friends started a fight right before the first day of going back..OMG it's so stupid.Here Brittany is trying to say sorry but Danielle has to keep argueing.But oh well atleast I'm not really in it.Well for now I'm not..But my goal this year is to not be any fights or arguements.My friends dont know how to calm their freakin anger.I know I can sometimes but atleast I do sometimes.I mean here my friends are arguing about something TOTALLY fuckin dumb.omg i just want to get new ones you know?i love my friends to death but sometimes they can be so dumb.Why can't they be more reasonable?oh well I don't care.I'm going to try to call Danielle and see if shes mad at me and try to talk to her about this shit its so lame.okay well I'm writing too much.P3@C302:32 p.m.Saturday, November 29, 2003
Woke To The Phone..
well today i got a call like at 7am in the morning..and i went to bed at like 4am last night..i havent gotten any sleep.well anyways i got a call from Alyssa and Emili they were at the park and they wanted to chill.so i got dressed and i went over there and we played with the boys football and i tackled Emili down.lol.then when i got home and they left i played video games with my four brothers on the xbox..i dont know what games but some fighting ones like halo and this other one.but now im just looking up cheats for them on this other game Godzilla ..something.lol ok well i gotta get back to my game.bye yall and happy thanksgiving..and if its not going good then im glad.haha
12:06 p.m.Thursday, November 27, 2003
My Way?Or Not?
Okay im so lost and confused..i feel like times slipping through my hands the closer and closer im getting to hell AKA paradise.haha.i feel so odd.when my friend told me about something i was like frowning outside...but yet laughing my ass off inside.lol.man i love being the hater now.life sucks..so im just going to do things my way.i dont care anymore.we only live once, so im going to be living the life i never dreamed of.im doing things my way.i keep day dreaming of weird things.i dont feel normal i feel very odd.im like a stranger to myself.tonight when i walked in from getting games with my brother my dog started to bark like crazy at me.im a stranger to the world.lifes crashing down on me..right when i think everythings going my way.something stabs me in the back.why not ever in the front? well my mouth is all bloody..i intend to bite the shit out of it when im angry for a long time...12:42 a.m.Thursday, November 27, 2003
Crash
Lifes crashing down on me....11:30 p.m.Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Lend A Shoulder?..
ok...why is it that whenever i fall for someone and i think there perfect for me.they always make me cry?i dont like this at all. I HATE IT!!!!!!!!ok i fuckin hate life.why was i born.i fuckin hate it,i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i dont want to go on with this kinda shit.i dont like it at all people say this is life well i say fuck life.fuck everybody.im fuckin done with life and i know lifes done with me.i dont want anybody messing with my head anymore.fuck love fuck life and fuck everything..somebody just once act like you care?somebody please just lend a shoulder.somebody please just kill me or else im going to have to do it by myself.omg!!!!i hate this.why me?WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHYWHYWHYWHYHWYHWYWHYWHWYEHYWHWHY!!!!!!!!!!!why tonight?why not earlier???why today why not yesturday.i dont like this whole i love you/i care about you...i cant take it anymore..dont people know when to not fuck with peoples heads?when they could fucking with more then there head like the most important thing, there heart.i dont like this one bit.leave me alone tonight this is not my best night.guys dont call me and say oh baby im sorry and girls dont start talking about the day blah blah blah..ok i dont care about your problems!i care about me okay!!!!you guys can fuckin rot in hell for all i care.all i want is to go away with the only person i can actually trust.brittany.shes the only one who actually knows how to help me.she is my medication..she gets me better.so fuck everybody else!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!10:07 p.m.Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Change Of Plans...
Okay well we never got to see Matrix Reloaded but we saw half or Bad Santa..it was like too dirty.but anyways i got more stuff for my dress..i got some glitter/hairspray for my hair and i got some glittery eye make up.i think im going to get my nails pro. and my hair pro. its much easier that way and fun.Its going to be me,britt,and renee this time at the dance.and this time we promised we'd get our pix taken first.i cant wait me and brittany were talking about it all last night.why cant time go faster?08:25 p.m.Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Mommy's Girl
well im at my mommys work.haha i get so much attention..Brittanys here with me and were like having a feast type thing...(my moms a second grade teacher)and its really fun..i cant wait till i get to have kids..which by the way WONT be soon.me and brittany are going to the movies with my brother who finally got home from college.were going to see Matrix Reloaded.with Nick(brother),Sara(nicks girlfriend),saras brother and her little sister.it will be fun.well i gotta go these little kids are naggin bye yall10:50 a.m.Wednesday, November 26, 2003
I Got My Dress!
well finally got my dress. its black and white..its very classy and its a tube dress which means no straps!!woohoo!i cant wait i already know what Jake has to wear.we're going to have so much fun.I think for once lifes going my way..well me and britt are making dinner bye yall!10:08 p.m.Tuesday, November 25, 2003
Life Is Odd.
well..i got cussed out by a little fifth grader..how pathetic.ha.kinda funny though.well really sad.i feel sorry for that kid.He'll get no where in life by cussing.he should take it from me...okay now hes calling me CatDog.These are the kinda people who entertain me.haha.i guess lifes not that bad after all.i have to take a shower and get ready.i have a big day inhead of me.i hope this time Amanda actually shows up.Oh well, i dont really mind anymore.Well i gotta go yall..that little loser is calling me.bye!01:05 p.m.Tuesday, November 25, 2003
Where Am I?
okay...that poem was done by me.i know nobody has seen that side of me.i have been putting on an act.and been acting like im always happy.its not true anymore.i hate this world.i know theres only a few who respect me.i hate it when someone finally notices that they did something really mean to me and they say "oh im so sorry".well i am too.im tired of you people treating me like nothing.but in the end you make yourself like me.im going to be a new person now.no more hyperness,no more stupidness.i want to be Abby.I havent really found the real me.but i hope its somewhere.I dont want to be the follower, i dont want to be the leader. I want to be me.I ask myself abby, where is me?i dont know but i know that is my destiny.Im going to find it.and nobody will like it.I have a feeling in my heart that it will be just like me.so tonight i will find it, in my dreams it will be.Now i know this new me wont be as pleased.so please try not to disrespect her, and dont argue.i dont know what kind of new me it will be but for sure you need to have responsibilitys...
I know for sure that this wont work.i just dont like the way i am now.people say if you dont like yourself then change.but how?how am i suppose to change the whole me?i want to.i really want to.i dont want to be with the title"BITCH" and i dont want to be "MISS PERFECT".i want to be the one who fits in every where.i dont know how i got to thinking of this whole hateing stuff.but this site is really were i let everything out.this is how i basically let out my anger.so dont be laughing and taking this like a joke.because this is the only place i can be dead serious...11:10 a.m.Tuesday, November 25, 2003
My destiny,fate,and my extacy..(done by me)
Is this really where i need to be?
Is this really where i need to stand?
I hate this place.
I hate everyone here.
Why do i keep putting on an act.
Everyday is a new day.
But why do i end up hateing everybody here in the end?
I was put on this world to let other people know they werent the only screw up..
I was put on this world to let other people feel there better then me.
I hate this world
I hate this city
I hate everyone around me
I dont want to wake up tomorrow.
I dont want to see your face.
I dont want to cry tomorrow
I dont want to talk tomorrow
I want to die in my dreams where i can imagine anything.
That is my destiny,fate,and my extacy.
Dont you worry,because i know you wont.
I will be okay now.
Because this is where i want to go.
I dont need friends.
Theyll just screw up the ending
Ill go on my own.
Dont you dare stop me.
So tonight,i will sleep.
No more breaking through reality.
Im done with that.
Now nobody wake me.
Because this is my destiny,fate,and my extacy.
10:54 a.m.Tuesday, November 25, 2003
Good Nite Sweet Heart,But Its Time To Go...
well im tired,and im also tired of YOU!haha.ok well i got a big day inhead of me.Now Brittany,Amanda,Cody,and my mom are going.tomorrows my day.im finally getting one of my dreams to come true.ill be center of attention!haha.well im gettin tired go read somebody elses journal.P3@C3 Yall!12:03 a.m.Tuesday, November 25, 2003
ErrRRRrRrRrr...
err..micah read everything.i guess im pretty ashamed of my past..but theres nothin i can do anyways.he says he doesnt care anyways.so thumbs up.lol!tomorrow im getting my dress FOR SURE!i really do wish i could go with micah though.but i can live.i feel really bad for writing all those things about how im going to get over micah.but that was the mood i was in but oh well,atleast i know i can never get over someone who i care so much about...10:45 p.m.Monday, November 24, 2003
Never Went... :(
takes a breath
sighs
ok well i never got to go to the mall :( Amanda got stuck at work again..im pretty disappointed in her, because she didnt even call me or anything.oh well i guess where going tomorrow again at four.i miss myself.i feel like im a different person..im the person who now doesnt care..grr.oh well i gotta go make some dinner.bye yall06:45 p.m.Monday, November 24, 2003
Todays The Day...
Well today im going to go get my dress at 4..thats in like five hours.i dont feel too good right now.my tummy hurts.i think im nervous about something but i dont know what i could be nervous about.i think its about time i need a boyfriend.its been way too long.Micahs all the way in Sacramento probably happy as ever forgetting about me :( man that makes me depressed.im just about to say yes to whoever asks me out next.Im tired of watching all my friends making out with there boyfriends.I want to be the one saying oh i love him so much.but nope i guess its not my turn yet.i hope somebody loves me.i dont want to be lonely anymore i hate every second of it.I HATE BEING LONELY!!!!omg i just want to die right now.its not like anybody cares about me.maybe my family,but thats all.this so sucks i hate life.me being born was the very fist mistake and ill never forget that. :(12:12 p.m.Monday, November 24, 2003
Being Random
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11:44 a.m.Monday, November 24, 2003
Last To Know
Well..Renee might be going.hopefully!i think were getting a excursion limo.sweetness.i cant wait,only a couple more hours and im going to go get my dress with Amanda and my mom.then i have to go to painless dance.i dont want to but like my mom says everday"if i have to pay for it,your stickin with it."urgh..i just wanna go to the middle of no where and lay down and scream!forever.life sucks.ive been listening to some really heavy duty music.kinda not my type but im growing to like it. :-/i dont know if thats good or not.i wanna become good but theres a side of me that doesnt want to change.i miss my friends too much but i dont really want to go to school still.hopefully the school will blow up and everybody will die.please will you iraqi people come kill everyone?the very fist moment i came out of my mom..that was the beginning of hell.whats the difference?life to hell?none..they both screw up everything.i wish i didnt come to this earth..why was i born that year?why not 2000?why not 1823?i dont know.what ever it is im never letting go....01:00 a.m.Monday, November 24, 2003
Im Fine..
takes a breath...
yeah im fine...
tomorrow/today im going to change my lay out..i want something new..something fresh..12:58 a.m.Monday, November 24, 2003
Tired
IM SOOOOOO TIRED!!!!!!ROAR...Tomorrow im going to buy my dress!its going to look so pretty on me!jakes my date.haha!i needed someone since *cough cough*Micah cant come.Jakes a sweetie though!12:02 a.m.Monday, November 24, 2003
On My Own Again
i hate this!!!!nobody is talking to me.once again im out of the socail crap.but i guess its kind of good that im out for a while then i dont have to worry about the fights and everything..but then again you know girls they always have something to be mad at you for.i hate life...09:23 p.m.Saturday, November 22, 2003
I Hate Everyone.
i hate life...i hate you ...i hate everyone.life just sucks..im a hater right now nobody call me or email me.fuck you12:11 a.m.Saturday, November 22, 2003
Same Old, Same Old
well yesturday was the same..hung out with brittany and met up with masis jeffrey ankeedo and then chris.britt broke up with that jerk Raymond finally on wednes. night.im thinking of giving up on Micah...Hes too far,i cant take it.i think i am.but as soon as i see him im going to fall right back in love with him i know it.but ive been trying to get over Micah for a while but its not working.he always shows up on in my dreams.i dont know maybe its a sign?or maybe not..i jsut found out that my poor wittle jeffrey didnt make the basketball team.im so sad for him i thought for sure hed make it.but chris had to cheat and lie.im SOOOO sorry jeff!i love ya !10:15 a.m.Friday, November 21, 2003
On Our Own Again..
okay well i was suppose to have Danielle and Brittany stay the night tonight but only Britt could because Danielle never called me back..oh well i guess me and britt will just have to drink wild stallion by ourselves..i miss *Micah* so much.i wan him HERE!!!!!roar.i hate myself.i found out that we were suppose to move to Sacramento but my dad and mom decided not to because they didnt want us to miss our friends.id only miss brittany and shed come down all the time for me anyways..but anyways!?i want MICAH so bad!lol ok whatever..ok well i got to go because britts about to rape my plant..she named it Drake?ok shes on drugs!pe@ce10:03 p.m.Tuesday, November 18, 2003
Interesting....
okay...well i gave Micah my address to my site..this should be interesting..i hope he doesnt get the wronge impression of me when i was younger..i did somthings i wish i didnt do06:57 p.m.Tuesday, November 18, 2003
In My Dreams!
ok its like 2:24...and i woke up at 11:58am haha man im a lazy girl!ok well i had the craziest dream..it was about *Micah*hehe.well we were at the beach and i was trying to get him alone.and we were walking and we went on my trampoline and we were sitting there and i wanted to kiss him but someone called his name,it was his mom.so he went in and he came back out.and then i grabbed his hand and we went to this big resturant and we sat down and they were trying to kick me him and my friend brittany out.but we said we were waiting.but then Micah looked at me and i looked at him and he was starring right into my eyes.(it was so weird cuz it seemed so real,i wish it was)but then we got kicked out and his mom was talking to me and telling me to marry micah so i was like.um ok?haha sure!lol.and then i was walking again with micah and i wanted to kiss him really bad.but i was asking him why he never asked me out.but he never answered..and then i woke up...i was so mad i wanted to go back to bed and kiss him.just once.only once and id be in his arms.wow!i cant wait till i get to see him..i think i need to go find someone new though.because i need to have a boyfriend i can see every single day.i need to be someones girl.im tired of being single.i seriously hate it.ive been single too long.i want an older boyfriend a more serious relationship im tired of the fun and games crap.i want a long term relationship.i just want something.im tired of going to the movies with everybody and just making out with anybody next to me..i want to make out with the guy thats next to me because hes my boyfriend you know?okay well im getting depressed right now so ill talk about this later..later dayz02:24 p.m.Tuesday, November 18, 2003
Welcome Home
ok well its kinda...well naked in here look at "back 2 the memories" if you wanna look at my old views..its in the little scroller..06:00 p.m.Saturday, November 15, 2003
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